Tag Archives: loneliness

The Beauty in the Unaccustomed Voice

I generally think I have become a rather depressed and broken shadow since the woman I love decided she no longer wanted me. My esteem for myself is mostly on the floor with the chewing gum, cigarette butts and dust. … Continue reading

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The Comfort & The Lie

I am having a moment of down. I must know it will be ephemeral. I am tempted to use the word burnt out, but I fear my melancholy is causing me to be hyperbolic. As I strive to remain in … Continue reading

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Here-ing and Now-ing

It has been a couple of months since I put anything on here. I had been having a pretty rough time, not from anything objectively external, though it was all subjectively external. I lost my Self. If you have read … Continue reading

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Flick The Off Switch

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Why’s Stopping Me…

I want to care again. I want to feel the fire in my belly again. I want my passion back. What’s Stopping Me? I feel like I’m on a downward spiral. I feel like I’m going down. I feel like I’m … Continue reading

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Sycophant, Wannabe Ancillary, or Responsibility Dodger? You Decide!

Despite my analytical, logical, and philosophical conjugations, I can often find myself revisiting situations that are deeply confusing to me. These are typically emotional, as can be well-gleaned by the avoidance of the subject in my other blog posts. So … Continue reading

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